Tired!

Just finish designed my blog. 

I feel so tired is almost 1 hour I face the laptop never turn my attention to others!! :O

And also cause of I wake so early for work today I feel damn it tired now huh.

I feel okkay just now but i sit here also 1 hour d loo baby still busying .

zz... 

* I was waiting baby at his shop after I finish work just now :/ . *

Actually I'm not a best writter or what but I just like to write a lot things here :/

 I ain't perfect. 

I don't have very fair skin.

I don't have very good and nice skin.

I don't have sweet smile too.

I look cool , with silence and fierce face .

So many of you dislike me at the first sight :O

Plus I hardly can maintain ownselve , 

the thing I feels right , and its truth I will spread here and there when I am fucking pissed on it,

actually I'd change a lot before I get into couple again.

I guess I can accepted all about my lover , passed now and future.

guess what , I seriously can.

But sometimes its shouldn't to do like that. Everyone different minded different side viewed, so you cant force others must be same thinking as yours.

So sometimes you think thats it , its doesn't always meant to be 

I always cannot understand WHY ? WHY WILL LIKE THIS ?

WHY WILL LIKE THAT ??

LOL.

'You should know not everyone can accepted your attitude , they not must agreed on what you did , talk , WRITE '

So now I understand then until now only I stop do stupid stuff lo.

Haihs , I so easy to trust anyone else that's my weakness and all of my bf always worried.

I thought baby was different but still the same -.-

He taught me be smart , don't easy to trust someone else.

I was like.. o.o

I'm so easy to get influence by others , if you good , I will be good.

If you re bad , then I will GONE BAD too.

SHIT.

That's why I always sad for something I shouldn't!

Passed then mean passed! 

Some of them should not walk in your life but they did it and GOD push them away from you is because HE know they NOT your friend.

You asking them to do what you want?

That is not asking but BEGGING.

'Stella Lee , How many months you been give up yourself , let yourself to be more lazy , more emotional , can't even be positive like when you re single ? :) "

Since July .

After July I become damn damn damn emotional moody always because of little little stuff.

yerr. I hate but I always like that .

I realize I was fucking care it. 

So I jump into a deep hole again and again.

LOL.

Now my one and half leg is out of the hole already and my half leg still inside and I am trying to PULL it out as soon as possible and is almost success.

So now since its almost be done , so , try to keep confident and push away nonsense , pressure from others you don't want to bear.

Woots , is so long I type this posted.

Don't just remember others bad and ignore their good always.

Even my haters also got their good.

Seriously.

Haters is the one who wish to become you in one day.

I don't care d laa cause you never can be ME.

I will find a way to let myself getting better and I hope you so.

Let's be stranger is better than be enemy.

As what I told you I don't hope we will become enemy.

Is okkay if you don't trust.

Up to you what you going to think. :)

This is me.

Sorry for any of my words are hurt.

:(

That what I want to tell ma :(

Stay happie.

要永远都保持那个笑容。:)

its sweet. :) 

;)

I am too free and then I edited one picture of me and baby muahahahha xD

here is it :P