23.03.2011

I used to and like to calculate how long that we had together.
Today ngam ngam 2 months :)
Don't know why, don't know how only I can ignore those feels.
I feel stress that I keep on care what the others think .
Cause I set a goal for myself to acheive , try all my best to be perfect and perfect.
But, there is nothing such a perfect things in this cruel world.

You told me you just love the way I am and you don't wish I change anything.
But the bottom in my heart I was keep on fighting with myself, and telling myself that I must be perferct.

Nothing can be perfect and I just wants myself to be better and better than before.
Just because of you make me fall in love again and is only you can give me those feeling.
I don't need any promises, I just want you did it to me.
Well done is better than well said.
And I'm fucked up to promises as so many man promised me before but...
( all past tense )

And I am countdown-ing of the day we go for travel....
18th April..

And I swear I must do it.

Thanks GOD let I met you and fall in fall to you my Darling.
I love you.
Kael Goh.
;)